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9/12/09
maple lvl 129 liao lo~ first time chiong til so scary! dear lvl 131 liaos. jyjy! dont feel like slping now. im missing dear nw ): im gg hk on friday. and it wil be a long trip. i will miss you til crazy! dont for get th things you promised me. even th slightest things pls. i trust you.
5/12/09
sometimes, its really annoying when you found out that you're dumb enough that you couldn't catch anything that pple explain to you.& thats me, this week jus doesnot go smoothly. even though 3rd was my birthday. i went to read ct's letter to me agn. i guess you really understand me well. & ya. i agreed that i have changed since february/march, perharps its because of th incident. that happened to me during february. i dont wish to be lidat either. i want back my old self. i didn't noticed th change in me either. until i read th grad letter from ct. and th words from my bf's heart. this is th moment when i knew that something has gone wrong. this is th person i've changed into - being more distrust against people - blunt comments w/o thinking of pple's feelings - say anything w/o thinking isit appropriate - & perharps more controllable & afraid yea. i agreed what your said. i am this kind of person now. today, my heart aches alot. & i really dk what to do. i think im slow in catching signals, & im slow in understanding things & observing changes that is happening. am i stupid/ dumb or what? this makes me hate myself alot. i thought i can overcome everything by myself, i wish to talked to someone who is reliable and can give me comments. but when i think it through. i only can think of 2 person. i wan to be back to my old self. when you really want to do something, you will find a thousands of ways to do it. when you don't want to do something, you will find a thousands of excuses just not to do it. 3/12/09
am i really not worth to be dote on?
19/11/09
ytd was ken's birthday. i went out with karis & her friend ytd. they were super hyperactive i tell you. then we went to walk ard orchard and after that went to fetch dear from his work. after that went home and bathe agn then bus to far east to meet th rest. they watched astro boy. we didnot watch cos they watch 6.45pm show. then waited for them at ps. ate long john for dinner. then went home. ohya. dear bought me a necklace at ps. :D cos he knw i like it vry much. he nv think so much & buy for me. & the day before ytd he oso bought 20 dollars of snacks from ntuc for me -.- he wan me to become fat pig. lol. but all th snacks are my favourited. lays. dove choco. ribena sweet. etc. (: he also bought me a hello kitty earpiece recently which i likes it alot. matches with my Psp. hahah. anw. im gg to fetch him later too. ohya. we played th new character at th new world with a new job at maple. aran. hopefuly its fun. alrdy lvl 20. hahah. now raining.-.- zzz. wanted to go bugis ltr. & i suddenly dont feel like gg to prom alrdy. cos i think its vry troublesome to shop for th stuffs & i cant find pple to shop with me either. seriously FCUKED up. i wan to take neoprint ............................................................ BYE! ilovewilly!
17/11/09
too bored alrdy. so came to blog dear playing dota beside me. bad. nv pei me. lol wanted to find shopping companion to shop for prom's stuffs. but unfortunately. i cant find anyone-.- either not free or .... zzz. so nv mind. today went to SEAB. damn ulu place. cabbed from tiong bahru mrt. waited fcuking long for my turn. after interview stil must wait fcuking long. LAME SHYT. dk what to blog alrdy i nid a job baddly ):
16/11/09
   BROTHER & DEAR ME&SHANNEN thursday went to celebrate shannen's belated birthday. our plan works :D hahha! we went picnic at marrina barrage but th weather wasn't very good. but at least we enjoyed ourself& because of the bad weather. we din took photos at marina barrage at all! sad case! after marrina barrage we went to watch 2012. nice show. but very long show. after ending with them. i went to meet dear,yi, hong tat, bro & yushee at ion. shopped ard . then took bus back tpy. dearcame over with his laptop & we ton playing maple :) FRIDAY: chalet! din catch much slp ): meet up with yushee at 5. train down to jurong point. make the cake. i made for dear. she make for ken. (: then we chioong back tpy take her cup. then dad fetch us to pasir ris chalet. we only slpt for mayb 2-3 hours ): cos damn noisy! saboon bring th pubor come chalet. zzz. dear was damn dulan with them but dowan make them paiseh. Saturday: wash up in th morning. went to a very nice place to eat at near ehub with dear, ken, yushee, ahyi & ah b. free flow of ice-cream & drinks. but unfortunately th serving size too big then everybody full until like shit. after that went back chalet play poker. then went to escape with dear, ken, yushee, hong tat , ahyi & joel. but played less than 1 hour jiu go back le-.- then after that slack slack. called pizza. then eat le. watch soccer. thailand vs sg. ken won th bet. tyco only. lol. then cut th cake i make for dear. th words like alrdy chui liao. zzz. sad ): then at midnight played circle of death. i see dear play cos he dowan me becoem drunk. then went to rest .cos too tired. but th room full of smoke then we cant slp cos only both of us non-smoker-.- then went to cheers buy chocos & crackkers. then finally th room no smoke smel. the air-con oso jitao become so cooling! so can have a good rest. SUNDAY: woke up at 12 plus. its like super late-.- wash up. slack at chalet. play psp. then me & dear left at ard 4 cos we nid go j8 collect our couple tee. (: hahah. finally reach. then go home eat dinner with family & dear. then maple time (: so many days bo play . now im super tired. and tmr nid early wake and meet yushee. gonna slp now. (: 11/11/09
heloooooooooooooo everybody! tmr is officially th last day of o lvls. but i think i declared myself holiday on the 4th alrdy! which means that i barely/nv touched any of my textbooks at all. cool! today bf came at ard 12 plus. then slack awhile. played maple. then i cooked instant noodle for th both of us. first time feeling fcuking hungry -.- then played maple agn. i keep leech dear. :x hahah. we on com and maple till ard 11 plus. :/ then now im gg to continue too. hahah. fun fun :D so many things are waiting for me. shopping spreeeeeeee, chalet, MB with besties. &&&& more. but of cos. i will keep a lookout for jobs la. && my red vaio laptopppp is cominggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
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